Sunday, September 13, 2009
hello my blog,
it's 4.30am...
and my nose is running...
from the lack of sleep and from the foam dust...
but i really feel like blogging now...
cause i realise how much i have missed my friends...
hai...
school and work is making simin not so simin...
i'm drifting away from everyone...
that day when i finally managed to find time to go out...
and managed to find some excuse to go out...
i realise i couldn't think of anyone to accompany me...
damn.
damn.
damn.
what has happened?!?!
i'm like friendless soon...
argh.
hai...
and then i start to think about the friends who are around me and in contact with me.
aka my course mates.
and then i realise...
even the closest friend is just a...companion...
i have always treated her like a friend...
but wells.
i guess i'm quite a fool...
cause she doesn't really treat me like a real friend.
just someone she can hang out with so as to survive these few years...
how sad...
hai...
i'm not unhappy...
i still laugh alot these days.
and i secretly enjoy what i'm doing.despite sleepless nights.homeless days.endless work :S
the guys in my course can be really funny :D
but i still really miss my friends...
like how we have the common frequency and stuffs.
how we always laugh together.
how they always understand me.
love me for who i am.
appreciate me...
i really miss my friends.
i miss you ><
4:33 AM